During this time of year many people examin their lives. Those of us in recovery know that self-searching is to be done more often. Self-searching is the means by which we bring new vision, action, and grace to bear upon the dark and negative side of our natures. With it comes the development of that kind of humility that makes it possible for us to receive God’s help. This is another tool by which we can discard the old life for a new one which is what change is all about. This way of life will work under all conditions.* It helps me with the “poor me’s ” or when I need an attitude adjustment. I remember a time when I was sitting in a chair – angry because things were not going my way. I began to ask myself just how did I get here. It was then that I realized that I was the problem and my thinking. I went to the Big Book and turned to the page about anger. I got up after reading and began using some gratitude that I was not drinking. I needed to discard the old way of thinking. Thank God for the tools which help me to receive God’s Grace.
March 18, 2008...7:18 am
Self-searching
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March 19, 2008 at 4:35 am
S o well said, for we have a gift of spritail tools laid at our feet, all we need to do is pick them up and use them, with God’s help.
Thanks for all you do!!
October 9, 2008 at 9:55 pm
Hello, I just wanted to say hello and I know it has been a while since I have been there but I miss all of you. I have learned so much about myself. It was funny the other day I was asked by a co-worker what it was that I was doing, I seemed to have a more spiritual side to me. I said it was probably the C.R. program that I was working, but I felt really bad, as I hadnt been in 4 weeks or so. That afternoon someone from C.R. called and said they missed me coming. I was in shock. I will be there Monday.
Thanks to all who have helped me along on this journey, I still have a LONG way to go!!!